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Friday, June 24, 2011

am i obsessed???

am i that obsessed to TVXQ??? if not, why am i crying? this past few days (even today) i have been crying because of DBSK/TVXQ/HOMIN/JYJ.. no matter what they have been called... for me, they are DBSK as 5.. when i watching JYJ concert in OSAKA, title W, i know that deep down they really miss their hyung and dongsaeng~ its not im bias to JYJ or what soever.. since im a fan of YUNHO, im not bias to HOMIN (new name they been called lately) either... i just miss, love and need DBSK as 5~ not 2 or 3.... i need five of them..

i can feel their sadness to their brother that have been their family for 5 years~ how much they miss them.. at first, i thought (JYJ song) why W? but now i know.. its the point connecting those line.. 5 point... they need each other..
we.. especially me, i dont mind if they did not build back their team coz i know its hard.. but cant they at least contact each other.. as brother.. if they can be friend with other artist from other company, why cant the be friend back with their own brother.. wae??
i just run through wiki, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cassiopeia_(constellation) now i know why the DBSK fan club are called cassiopeia and why this song is W.. i know now.. this is really reperesent Yunho,Jaejooong,Yoochun,Junsu and Changmin.. exactly like them..

before this i can laugh whenever yunho oppa laugh, smile.. but now.. i cannot smile again.. each time i think of them my heart hurts n only tears that i have~ what i feel hurt the most, the previous fan club with almost 800000 fan is vanished.. i cannot find it just like that.. why? do u really want us your fan to break also? i cannot stop crying even until now.. my heart feel hurt like crazy.. am i that obsessed? plz someone~ tell me...

2 comments:

phoenix said...

hello i am new to this fandom. yes it's late for me, i know. but i read thoroughly about tvxq history so i can keep up with the old fans hopefully. even tho i am a newbie, but i kinda understand your pain. many cassies broke down becuz of the split~until now.
i guess the fact that don't talk to each other is bcuz SoMeonE is cockblocking them to do so. homin n jyj really don't have a choice and it'sa really heartbreaking situation.yes it's impossible to hope for a reunion but i agree with u that eventually someday the boys will contact each other again again~ unlike now :(

Iza_pieces90 said...

@glamRachma never thought that anyone will ever read my post~ thx for the comment~ i really appreciate it~ although it have been years since their group breakup, it still messing up my mind~ hope that all our tears will worth it~ one day~ thx again~