AKTF!!

i feel like crying again today~ but try to endure myself.. i dont know how long i can take it.. why i cant just forget about them.. isn't it gonna be easy for me.. i wont cry anymore.. i will not stress anymore.. im not even official cassie fan club member.. why did i worry so much.. before this i can easily change my favorite group to other group/artist.. but why now it is hard for me to forget DBSK.. it is not like i dont want to be their fan anymore.. i just want to forget their sadness moment.. if im continue like this, my tears will be dry soon enough.. why i just cannot stop myself to google DBSK, search any video of DBSK on youtube??? i need to stop obsessed with them.. if not im gonna hurt a lot more... T.T iza.. uljima!!~ i really want to know how to contact them.. especially HOMIN.. they dont even have their twitter..!! wae?? if they do, i wont be suffer this bad!~ i cant stop thinking who is right, who is wrong! soon enough my heads gonna explode!!~ jaebal!!