X tau nape ak sedih, hati sakit.. rase nk nangis... Ak kalo tulis memanjang sakit, nk nangis.. tp tu yg ak rasa skang ni.. ak betul2 riso dengan tajuk yg ak akan kene buat nnt.. die mcm senang tp ak rase susaaah sgt.. betapa ak bencikan kebodohan ak skarang..
Masa yg sama i miss him.. maybe sbb lame x jumpe.. die slalu ngan membe die.. that part ak x kisah.. the thing is die dh x mesej ak mcm dulu.. gelak2 ngan ak.. maybe its my own fault.. ak start dulu.. post bende mcm tu, stat tu dh x mesej.. n die slalu mesej org laen, bukan aku.. yela ak x sekelas ngan die sume.. buat ap nk mesej ak, kuar ngan ak sume.. baik ngan budak kelas die.. walau perit, ak akan cube simpan n kawal perasaan ak.. ak akan lupekan die, thn diri dr tegur die.. unless necessary.. tp ak rindukan die.. ak sometimes mesej die tp balas mcm x nk balas.. kalo die mesej ak pon, die bukan mmg niat mesej ak.. die mesej sbb ade org laen.. i hate being used... Benciii.. tu yg perit, sakit.. i hate myself for letting me myself fall again.. ak x tau nk watpe.. ak sygkn die.. tp x mungkin die tau n sedar perasaan ak ni.. ak pendam perasaan ak n it hurt.. i miss all that memory.. tp yela, die dh jd memori.. kuatkanlah ak ya allah.. atau kau cabutknlah nyawa ak, agar ak x sshkn sesape dan selagi die x mmbenciku.. kerana ak x nk hilang kawan..
A piEce oF Me
thiS bLog is aBout me.. and wHat i lUv.. i wOulD liKe 2 shaRe it wiTh U..
Monday, July 1, 2013
SAKITNYE!!
Monday, June 10, 2013
Today is my day!~
Today im going to treat myself.. im going to make myself happy today coz ive been down lately especially yesterday n even today i feel quite sad.. but i want to forget eeeverything n enjoy myself... Izaaa be happy today just today forget bouy everything.. gambattee!! ;)
Tuesday, June 4, 2013
다시..
Im tearing up again.. im a type of person who easily misdunderstand when a guy treat me well.. but since im a tough in my attitude, i try to take it easy.. i try not to think in differ way.. i really hope i can run away from this kind of feeling coz i dont want to cry again.. and again.. be strong izaa...
wae nae ma eum mi apahanda~
Hati ak ni terlmpau sakit smpai air mataku bergenang.. sakit bukan marah or anything, tp ak sedih.. sakit sbb ak risaukan die.. risaukan mrk n rindukan mereka to be exact.. ak ade crush ke? Me myself not sure.. 1 thing i do know rite now, hati ak sedih sgt.. is it ak trlmpau lembut hati or ak mmg sukekan diorg.. if i do, which one?? I really hope the best thing happen to them.. even if im not part of it but i want them to be happy ans healthy always~ if they hurt, i'm hurt to.. be strong guys.. coz i will always try to be there for u whenever u need me to even though im not important for u anymore.. i will always try to make u smile even im hurt inside.. always.. iza, be strong!
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Why do i have to live...
I do wish that i die right now.. i dont want to give a hard time to other people around me.. i dont want my living cause them trouble especially for ma fam and fren.. why do i always them a hard time.. im not worth living.. hidup slalu susahkan org.. even i hate myself inikan pulak org laen.. ak x nk hidup sshkan org.. membazir, x reti nk gune otak.. i know that people around me think that im annoying. Though some people are nice n close to but i know the fed up with me.. YaAllah.. selalu ak mohon andai hidupku hanya menyusahkan ibu bapaku tlg lah cabut nyawaku.. ak x nk susahkan diorg.. hanya Kau tau ape yg akan berlaku, apa yg terbaik untukku. Aku ikhlaskan semuanya..
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
My Dream that I wish will come true~ -_- zzZZ
i also did dream about 2 artist before.. it happened around 2 year ago.. i don't really remember the detail, but i remember me, doo jun oppa and jun hyung oppa in a van to go somewhere~ i also remember how hard i want to communicate with them since i dont know any korean.. it's weird when i dream about artist.. especially korean artist~ i wonder why..? as far as i remember i never dream about my country artist~ well, the important thing is, i like what i dream so far, and i hope that i can live in my dream 4eva!~
Thursday, November 29, 2012
still hope and wonder~ AKTF
anyway, i hope the best of them~ five of them~
AKTF