My failure was the disappointment to my parents~ i never get things right~ i always disappointed my parent.. probably forever i guest~ why can't i be the daughter that can be proud of~ sincerely, i always feel like dying whenever i disappointed them.. i always pray that if i might hurt them again or maybe trouble them in the future, i rather die myself!!~ is it a sin if we ask for our life to be taken if we might trouble our love one?? seriously, i dont want to make my parent feel annoyed, or fed up or hurt whenever they see me in a future.. why can't i just die??
i really want to cry right now.. but its all too late now.. there's no turning back~ my tears will be such a waste~i have a dream.. i really do.. but im not talent enough too achieve it~ if i had train myself before, i may be success or even try to achieve my dream~ but now, what i can do was just dreaming~ and now i disappointed my parents again~ again and again~ seriously, i really hate myself...~
i'm really sorry for letting you all down~ i really do~
